I have been on a spiritual journey for many years, but the last 2 years have been a game-changer for me. I have felt an undeniable pull to "come out of my spirituality closet", and I am proud to say that I finally have!
I have never felt that I fit in - always feeling "different" than other people. Oftentimes, in group situations, I have felt like the outsider, and as a result, I have kept my circle of friends to a very tight few. Thankfully, over the years, I have come to accept that it's okay to be my own unique self, that it doesn't make me worse or better, just unique. As well, I love my tight circle of friends - they are the ones who have been by my side through thick and thin and I couldn't ask for better friends, they just simply do not exist!
As a child, I always felt close to God. I was raised Catholic, but gradually, for various reasons, organized religion simply did not speak to me. I know it does for many people, and that is great, we all walk our own path and I completely respect that, but for me, organized religion just feels too constraining. I have never believed, even as a child, that God, Spirit, or whatever you choose to call that presence, only hears you if you are in a church, or a specific building, or only if you pray a certain way, with specific words, at specific times of the day. I recall as a child talking to God outside under a huge tree in our yard and I knew I was heard. My "church" is truly in my heart, and wherever I am, no matter what time of day, all I have to do is talk, in my own way, and I am connected to Spirit. I know I am connected because I can feel it in my soul, like a beautiful wave rushing through my entire body. I know I am connected because of the peace, calm and love I feel at those moments. I am not saying I walk through every moment of every day feeling blissful, I am human and some days are tough, but when I am truly connected, it's simply beautiful.
The last two years have lead me down a path which very recently brought me to a fork in the road. I knew I needed to make a decision whether I should follow the path which makes my heart sing and fills my soul with joy and love, the path of mediumship, or if I should continue walking the same career path which has been a very good, solid path for me for 32 years, with very few bumps and has really done me well. It wasn't an easy decision for me - it is comfortable to stay with the old tried and true, the familiar. The comfort I feel even thinking about my former job is still present, but...I decided to reach out and grab my new love! It was impossible for me to ignore how wonderful I felt every time I gave someone a reading that touched their soul and provided healing. I believe there isn't one person alive who doesn't in some way need healing, and if I can be that link between Spirit and even one person for their healing, then I feel I am making a difference in the world.
My company's name is "Spirit's Spoken Link". I believe I am the link between the spirit world and my client. I consider myself to be the "telephone line" to deliver to my clients exactly what they need to hear at that moment in their life. For me, that's what it's all about - helping people heal, discover who they really are, open up their hearts and move on with their lives.
Admittedly, this new path is a little scary for me. I am starting a new business from scratch, something which I have never had to do before. The myriad of details I need to understand and navigate sometimes overwhelm me. However, I am taking it one day at a time and trusting that all will work out as it is meant to be. My Guides have sent me many wonderful people along my journey to encourage me and help me grow and learn along the way - my Guides know exactly what I need when I need it, and for that I am so grateful!
The courage to walk my own path has been a long time coming. The worries of being judged by people, of people looking down at me or simply dismissing me were important concerns for me in the past. Luckily, I worked my way through all of those obstacles and am so happy, grateful and blessed to have made my decision to go full steam ahead!
For the first time in my life, I feel I am exactly where I am supposed to be.
In love and light,
Pamela